Ok so this is a long one – in fact, it was so long I had to break it up into 3 parts. But if you're on the brink of a spiritual awakening, or think you might be, then grab a cuppa, and let's dive into what might be going on here!
Summary of Part 1: Understanding Your Spiritual Awakening
If you've been feeling different lately—questioning things you once believed, sensing a deeper connection to the world, or just knowing that something is shifting within you—you might be experiencing a spiritual awakening. In this post, I share what that really means, what it felt like for me, and how you might be going through the same thing.
What I Cover in This Post:
In Part 2, I’ll walk you through 22 clear signs that you’re having a spiritual awakening, and in Part 3, we’ll talk about the challenges you might face—and how to navigate them.
So, let's get cracking!
Have you started to feel different lately? Perhaps you're noticing subtle changes in your perspective, questioning assumptions you once held, or experiencing a deeper sense of connection to yourself and others? These shifts could be early indicators of a spiritual awakening—a transformative journey where you begin to explore beyond the surface of everyday life and uncover a more profound sense of purpose and meaning. This journey often involves a deeper exploration of your inner self and your place within a larger context, leading to a more fulfilling and connected way of living.
It can be an unsettling experience, but in this 3 Part Series, I’m going to help you understand that there’s really nothing to be afraid of, though it can take some time to adjust to your new spiritual reality, and it's not without its challenges.
A spiritual awakening represents a deep shift in how you perceive reality. It's a transformative journey where you begin to see beyond the physical world and recognize a deeper connection to the universe and your true self.
The Danish mystic Martinus, (whose work, along with the work and books of my good friend and co-author of our Spiritual Nutshell Series, Else Byskov, informs and inspires much of my writing about spirituality - see this post for more on that), experienced his own profound spiritual awakening at age 30, which he describes in detail in his book ‘On the Birth of My Mission.’*
Martinus’ spiritual awakening occurred during two meditations sessions. He explains that during the first one:
‘Quite a small luminous point appeared in the distance… I could now see that the light emanated from a Christ-Like being, presenting itself in a dazzling white light, spangled with shades of blue. The light was so intense and vivid that it reminded me of those sparklers we used to put on Christmas trees’.
And he goes on to tell us:
‘I looked directly into a fiery figure. A Christ-like being of dazzling brightness now moved straight towards me, raising its arms as if about to embrace me. I was entirely paralysed. Unable to make the slightest move, I gazed straight into the radiant being’s diaphragm, now just outside of me and on a level with my eyes. But the figure kept closing in, and presently it entered my own flesh and blood. A sublime feeling thrilled me. The paralysis left me. The divine light, which had thus taken possession of me, enabled me to take a sweeping look throughout the world.
And lo! Continents and oceans, cities and countries, mountains and valleys were all steeped in the light now emanating from my own mind. In this white light the earth was transfigured into “the Kingdom of God”. (On the Birth of My Mission, p40-41)
He returned to reality but felt the continued presence in his brain and nerves. The following morning, he again sat down in his meditation chair, and this time, he experienced‘The golden baptism of fire’ during which he experienced the fire in his whole being, and saw how the Almighty Deity has put everything together. The effects of his awakening again were that he was:
‘… never wholly returned to the physical world. My being had undergone a change. I was born into a new world, had become conscious in a new body. And from that, the world beyond all physical phenomena was permanently incorporated into my day-consciousness; The golden light had left me in a condition of conscious immortality, by which I became aware that only life exists, that darkness and suffering are merely camouflaged love, and that the divine being pervades everything and everybody. (On the Birth of My Mission, p.45.)
The vision was so profound, that Martinus spent the next 60 years of his life writing his huge body of work, over 10,000 pages, and creating 100 unique symbols, to share the spiritual insights he had access to, with the world.
Now whilst you’re unlikely to have an awakening as profound as Martinus had, your spiritual awakening can be equally momentous for YOU. In her first book about Martinus’ work, Death Is An Illusion, Else Byskov talks about ‘Cosmic Glimpses’ and recounts a story from author of 'Children’s Past Lives', Carol Bowman, who had a very similar experience to what Martinus described, when she was sitting on a beach watching the sunrise one morning.
“I wasn’t just seeing with my eyes – I was perceiving everything around me. I was seeing, sensing, becoming, being the sand, the waves, the endless orange and pink sky. My body was still sitting on the dune, but I can’t say “I” was sitting on the dune because suddenly I was all energy, and everything around me was all the same energy, flowing within me and without me. What I normally thought of as solid matter was now a seamless reflection of all this golden energy. My body seemed to melt away totally. I became one with the sand and the surf – and then, for a moment, with all of creation. I felt tremendously expanded and alive. I was worlds more than the “me” in my body, more than the “Carol” personality that I had always thought was my limit. Joy and relief filled my mind as I understood – really understood – that I was a part of something greater than the finite me.”
In a flash I realized that this energy I felt within myself could never be destroyed – it would always exist. Only the body dies, while this essence that was everywhere but somehow still centered in my body continues forever”. (Death Is An Illusion, P.60-61)
*links to all mentioned books at the end of this article.
I’ve read many similar accounts over the years, so you absolutely CAN experience a sublime spiritual awakening at any time. But they’re not always delivered with golden bells and whistles!
My own spiritual awakening was far less dazzling! In my early 30s, I started questioning my religion. Having been raised by Irish Catholic parents, I towed the line up to the point that I rebelled, because I really didn’t believe that God was punitive, angry, and vengeful, and it seemed that every time He was mentioned, there was a threat of punishment on the end of the sentence! I just KNEW in my heart that God was something very different. But I have never questioned the existence of God, and I have always had an extremely powerful connection to Jesus. - I just had a problem with religious doctrine. So I consider myself an ex Catholic, because, much like Else’s experience which she talks about in her books, I don’t think we need a ‘middle man’ to tell us how to talk to God.
Around this time, I also had a powerful conviction that I had to become a vegetarian. It just didn’t feel right for me to eat animals anymore. It felt primitive to me, so 33 years ago, I became a veggie, even though none of my family or friends were vegetarian. And I’ve been on my spiritual journey every since. Because I believe we never stop learning or evolving and our spiritual evolution goes on forever.
I also came across hypnosis around that time too, and decided to train as a therapist. I wanted to help people, and I was also fascinated by the power of the subconscious mind, which is really our inner child, and the superconscious, which is our higher self. All these years later I still am fascinated by all of this.
My most recent spiritual experience that is significant is something that occurred for the first time around 12 years ago, and still continues to this day. I had had a stressful experience that left me in a state of high anxiety one night, but I went to bed after having calmed down.
Around 4am, I awoke to this colossal ‘buzzing’ in my body. I felt like I’d been plugged into an electric socket. The buzzing went on for ages, and was accompanied by a very high-velocity ‘whooshing’ sound – and really loud. But this wasn’t scary, I was just fascinated, and after a while I woke up properly and it stopped. But I could still feel all this residual energy in my body for some time afterwards.
The next day, I was telling a friend who was also fascinated to hear it, but her partner was sure I’d had a nervous reaction to the stress, a dream, or I’d imagined it. I knew I hadn’t and not long after, it happened again. And it’s happened at least a couple of times a month ever since.
I’ve also learned that what I experienced is very like the precursor to astral travel, but I have not yet managed to get out of my body altough I did get stuck in ceiling once lol, and promptly snapped back into my body. I also believe that this experience was enhanced by the chakra energy work I’d been doing. I have now gotten to the point that I can be awoken by the ‘body buzzing’ and I can observe it, but if I get too ‘awake’, it instantly stops.
So spiritual awakenings can show up in all kinds of ways, but it’s not always plain sailing! When you experience a spiritual awakening, you'll start questioning your existing beliefs and seeking higher truths. This can happen suddenly - as it did for Martinus - or unfold gradually over time, fundamentally changing how you view yourself and the world around you. And this can be unsettling for you, and your family and friends, because unless people are going through it themselves, they just don’t get it!
When I became a veggie, not many people were back then, and everyone wanted to argue with me about how natural it was to eat animals. I mean it was ridiculous, people really wanted to argue with me and prove that I was wrong. Even family members (especially my mother, God rest her, who came from a farming background!) I got so fed up of arguing that eventually, when people asked me why I was a veggie, I just said “I don’t like meat’, and that was that. No more arguments!
And then the most recent of all was finding Else's book, Death Is An Illusion, about 8 or 9 years ago, and being absolutely blown away with what I read there. It was jaw-dropping, and changed my life because it gave me the answers I had always been searching for. And then, I discovered to my absolute amazement, that Else lived less than an hour away from where I lived in Spain! Synchronicity, for sure, and we became fast friends and co-authors of 3 books so far in the Spiritual Nutshell Series - see the books at the end of this post.
Spiritual awakenings can happen anytime, to anyone, without any previous interest in spirituality, or any big deal happening, as was the case with my experience in my early 30s. The incident that happened to stress me out was stressful, but it was nothing major in the great scheme of things!
However, it's also very common that spiritual awakenings CAN be, and often are, triggered by various life events that shake your existing worldview. Let’s have a look at some of the key ‘trigger’ events.
Difficult or Traumatic Life Experiences
When you face challenging emotional or physical experiences, your perspective on life can dramatically shift. This often leads you to question your existing beliefs and search for deeper meaning.
Major Life-Changing Events
Significant changes like divorce, career changes, relocation, serious illness, or the death of a loved one can disrupt your established patterns and open you up to new perspectives. These events often strip away the familiar, creating space for new understanding to emerge.
Existential Questions
Your spiritual awakening might emerge when you confront deep questions about mortality or the nature of existence. During these intense periods, you might find yourself questioning everything you've previously accepted about life, death, and your place in the universe.
Existential Crisis
Sometimes called "The Dark Night of the Soul," an existential crisis involves profound questioning of life's meaning and purpose. During these periods, you might experience deep depression, disillusionment with previously held beliefs, despair and hopelessness, and a sense that life as you've known it no longer holds meaning. This crisis, while challenging, often precedes a significant spiritual breakthrough.
Near-Death Experiences
I’ve watched hundreds of NDE-ers talk about their experiences on YouTube. I love them and often make connections with what I now understand about the Universe from Martinus’ work, and of course, Else's books. So many things he’s written about are experienced by these people who are clinically dead and leave their bodies for a period of time. They mostly report extraordinary experiences with divine energy that transforms their outlook on life. Many describe encounters with transcendent beings, experiences of unconditional love, or glimpses into other dimensions of reality. These powerful experiences frequently catalyze profound spiritual awakenings.
Natural Awakening Through Personal Practices
Thankfully, it’s also possible to have a spiritual awakening through your own efforts. Some awakenings occur gradually through dedicated spiritual practices such as:
Your awakening journey often begins with a moment of profound realization that shakes your existing worldview, but it can also begin with a slow dawing, an awareness, that something is changing for you. This initial phase often feels like disconnection from your previous beliefs and growing awareness of something greater than yourself.
One of my clients recently messaged me and shared this:
"I’m going through an intense awakening/transcendence. I’ve lived in my thoughts and mind all this time. I’ve suddenly had this profound clarity that it’s all an illusion and that’s not who I really am. Part of me feels like I’m going crazy and part of me feels very peaceful. I guess it’s the death of my ego?"
So it CAN be scary, and at the same time wonderfullly serene. But it's scary because you’ve been used to being and thinking a certain way for a long time, and if this spiritual awakening comes out of the blue, it can be disconcerting, but it’s important to ground yourself and don’t worry. It’s going to be alright. You would NOT be having this experience if you were not spiritually ready for it!
But let's stop there! In Part 2, I'll go into 22 Signs You're Experiencing a Spiritual Awakening, how long does a spiritual awakening take, and I'll share with you 11 essential tips that will help you on your spiritual journey.
In Part 3, Challenges on Your Spiritual Awakening Journey, we’ll tackle those, and I’ll share how you can navigate family resistance, and give you 9 strategies to help you deal with all the issues that might come up.
Book Refs Relevant to this post:
On the Birth of My Mission - Book 4, Martinus
Death Is An Illusion - Else Byskov
Carol Bowman: Children’s Past Lives: How Past Life Memories Can Affect Your Child
The Spiritual Nutshell Series by Else Byskov & Maria McMahon - click cover to be taken to Amazon listing.
Author: Maria McMahon
Maria McMahon, 'The Speedy Trauma Healer', is a British Certified and CPD Accredited Trauma Informed Therapist & Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Specialist with over three decades of experience. She holds a BSc in Psychology (Hons), a Diploma in NLP & Ericksonian Hypnotherapy, & is a Certified Reiki Practitioner. As an author of multiple books on healing and spirituality, (focusing on aspects of the Danish mystic Martinus' Cosmology), Maria is deeply interested in the spiritual aspects of our being. Maria combines NLP, somatic & cognitive healing techniques, & Internal Family Systems with elements of spirituality to create a holistic healing approach, to her clients through compassionate and efficient trauma recovery.
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